genting trip~27-29

have trip to genting that y i dint upload my blog~
while this has been a long post~

Day1

siew peng&purple&me&cancan

capture in the bus whn on our way to genting^^

arrive there at 1++pm..

i juz wanna say f**k..what appartment is it?!

how come you can let your customer change here n there?

n y our appartment have no kitchen service?

our big appartment become small appatment?!

what the hell..

this is ur mistake..if ur room really full so u must be upgrade for us but nt down grade..

so how come our appartment has been down grade..

we r ur customer n we hav pay $ too..

you want us wait here n change place..n u knw how heavy our lagguage are?!!!!

ok i m the good person so i dont write the hotel name..

almost 5pm..we make sure our appartment n hav rest..

pretty purple&me♥

(i remember that this pic was capture at the big appartment..101/1..luckly??!!)

oh ya~we having steamboat at there(that y we really nid a kitchen)

but finallt how clever we r...we dint hav kitchen we also can done our steamboat party..

yummy..

thank you crazy family for prepare it~^^

we hav fun at there..haha lst time we r sit n eat 2gether..

after take a rest..

we out at 9pm..

me&siew peng

 

cancan&me♥

me&ah bei♥

zy&me

me& prettycancan again ♥

r u ready go out with us?♥

take a walk n shop at 1st world...

done our day at Old town kopitiam..

Day2..

themepark(outdoor & indoor)..

purple & me again

(capture in double deck carousel..we at the 2cd floor..~)

me&pretty ah bei

(both of us very cold~coz we wearing short pants...><)

pretty siew peng&me

(while waiting fren ply pirate ship..we nt dare to ply it...scared blur@.@)

there r full of fog n cold..all of game r closet..

so we take our breakfast at old town again..

after breakfast..continue our outdoor^^

space shot

(1st time for me n ah bei we really scared..but we quite enjoy^^)

nice..thx cancan to intro it^^

n thx siew peng to hlp us capture it^^

after we go to dinasourland..(listen bout dinasour history)

flying dragon..which is the game wait so long long long time...=='

while waiting firieds ply spinner..

capture time for purple&zy&me at berly's chocolate wonderland^^

pretty zy&purple

they smile so nice...

(take by me i really love it♥)

me&purple

me

zy..(i ♥ this shot)

best fren forever♥

capture at double deck carousel again~

zy&me

purple&zy

(zy so swt at this pic♥i love it..take by me)

me

pretty purple♥ 

me & purple

me & zy♥

lst pic~

laopo family&me&purple

actually quite bor at this time..coz there r many ppl><

the queue quite long..

half hour wait..

2min game=='

we all r tired of waiting..==

most of us

we love this so much♥

(pity camera gal-zy she was regard coz she nt in the pic><)

but thanks out pity gal

bac appartment n take a rest..

we out at 8pm..

i fgt to take shoot><

drink starbuck hot chocolate while waiting time pass..

11pm hav our movie time..

3D gullivers travels..

which is a very funny movie..

but

most of my friend fall asleep=='

back to appartmeny at 1.++am..

Day3

wake up early in the morning 730am to take bath..

after done preapare everything..

capture time..

juin tat(baba) & me

me & ah bei

siew peng & me 

me & purple

(oh~~i love~~~~this♥)

lst shoot me&lovely lao po mun~~♥

...check out time...

shop new clothes at berjaya time suqre&sg wang

bac banting...

hav lunch with friends..

n~our trip done..

3day2night genting..

we all my secondary school classmate

u all r my proud..

nice to meet you all my friends..

hope that we can meet again...♥

merry christmas & foreign niece birthday

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

did you get your christmas gift??
santa claus where mine??haha
lst...Merry Christmas...~




Happy Birthday Christine

 25 Dec not only is Christmas day there also is my niece birthday..that y she call Christine,who only two years old..such a cute n beauty gal~

                                 a little cake for our little Christine~~

Elease & Christine

take pic~say cheese^^(hey Elease dun so tam jia la~~)

2little gal:mummy dun chiong hei lar...faster cut the cake for us we cnt wait...><

when haven done capture the 2 little girls start steal eat the cake..XXD

they are really funny and cute whn stealing eat the cake...

did they looks adorable???^^they r my little two foreign niece..

if they really look cute & beauty pls click love..

24/12♥ countdown countdown^^

24 dec who will stay at home countdown with nobody?some will but some nt...
of coz i m the person who will nt stay at home celebrate alone hehe^^
hang out with frenz at ICT which is the plc decorate with many beautiful lights.. nice to take pic & of coz we hav too^^
whn arrive there 1st we go through the stalls for asked bout the white christmas hats..asked stall by stall finally we got it~

yeah!picture time^^(coming soon)

many ppl at there..very hot >.<
whn 12am christmas arrive but.......
no firework no celebration...=='
back home at 3am @.@ whao!!!
tired~~~~~
merry christmas..

♥december~

when i say december..what is the 1st things will appear in you minded??
for me...of coz is CHRISTMAS♥^^..which is the most favorite festival for me..hehe

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!♥

2morow celebrate with my dear friends~quite nice ^^
at least i m nt alone stay at house do nothing..XD
(i very excited about this...)

when i m think about christmas..i will think about candy canes~~yipiii~

                                ♥my fav candy red n white..yummy^^

while if you think i m still kid is ok..cause i really lov it♥~~everytime whn i saw it i will bought to myself hehe(not only 1^^is a lots) r you thinking i m boh geh?XD of coz not~~

happy christmas eve!!!^^

oh yeah!!!!

last day last day!!!!
what is the last day for?????
hahaXXD i m the spm student this year..n now i done my spm life~
come on let say"HURRAY!!!"
let have fun in my life...
christmas is around the corner...hmmm~wat is the planning for my christmas?(still thinking)but i hope i have a wonderfull christmas after my spm life..i love christmas so much♥

27/12 hav a trip to genting wit my classmate♥ mayb will be last meet to them...5 jujur is the wonderfull class for me..
30/12 hav a trip to PD!yeh!with my cousin n aunt...
let hav fun hav fun of it!!!!

what is the plan come by???
enjoy life♥

姐姐

我曾经以为我没有机会当别人的姐姐。。
因为我排最小~
原本有机会的但命运就是不给。。
但到了中学我认识了一帮朋友。。在内我有机会当姐姐~
但后来。。。我才知道。。。那~~~~~~

只是梦一场~~

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design the shoe through internet n u can get it...pretty cool~
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happy day~^^

1st~tay tay!!!happy birthday!!!!!

yesterday i got sock?!peggy was finding me out to celebrate ah tay birth at JJ~
i was so excited coz i dint prepare anything~><
n she tell me ah tay wanna find me out for a long time..i miss them too><
so i ponteng cn class n go with them^^

9.30am..pk come n fetch me..zhun zhun~with yong jing n alvin~thn we went jia yi house wait ah tay came..i was hided inside the house whn ah tay arrive..hehe
we wanna giv her a big surprise..n the surprise was~~~~~tadah!!!!me=='(pretty cool ha~)
nxt~is the journey to JJ~~!
on the jouney~oh god?! peggy u really pua geh dint change..ah tay u too XXD
they really nuts..oh god~now i knw hav some1 nuter thn me=='really really nuts..
however they r happy tis is most important in our life n their life^^i was happy too~

JJ~
take breakfast at old town~
cute=='nxt time i wont call steam rice again...forever!!!arghh~
pls can u put that 20minute bigger???i was wait long time n thank you jia yi n yong jing coz they company me to wait my steam rice came...n not tasty too blak..i only ate half of them because i feel full while whn i m waiting~
movie time~rapunzel..awch~we were late..but the movie is so nice~aspecially the horse-maximus^^haha it is so cute..i love it so much♥
after watching~n of coz we r sing k..lalala~~~
did i sing really no sound or u all really pua geh??hahahahaXXD
after singing movie time again!!haha lelio popo~
it's funny too..n touching~55 wanna cry~~T.T haha38=='
oh! i searching some pretty high heel but no nice..mm mm~so i bought something at bodayshop...yeah~i love shop if dint bought something i feel sorry to myself?!i cnt stop westing money..how i~><

left JJ~
ah tay want eat steam boat~~
so we go on our journey to jenjarom!my home town XD
eating time~yummy(ps:alvin din't eat steam boat...swt==')
oh!n they all dint get plkn only alvin=='n he go there at jan..pity me T.T i want jan too~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(shi hui ah..becarefull ooo dont do it again...i watching liveXD)
n thn of coz back home~~
ah tay i will always join you all k?i promise^^

(wondearful n good memory for me...i love today♥ thank my old friends i love you all..i feel lucky was i meet you all~♥)

my second day..

second day fight with spm-sub english~
for me mmmmm~i think is ok i can ans it all~^^
love love bi~hope i can get my target pls><
nxt day that mean 2morow=='the horrible subject coming up~
everyone hate it!!!!MR.HISTORY pls don't come find me ><
leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!suck..i m getting nuts=='
althoug i hate it..it will come n find me..but now 3:30 afternoon i have no mood to read it=='(how come?)
aih~nvm lets read it at the last day~he goona say bye to me tommorow...forever^^haha
history~~history~~already past tense..why still nid us to remember it..stupud history!
i gonna create my own history 2morow..oh no..maybe is changing the history...hiak hiak~
so at the last hope my history can past...enought=='damn~

nuts~~~

spm!!yes..that it's~~>>>>>tommorrow...

it's start..the evil things in my life is coming~

whole day reading BM,which sub i really scare n worse=='

nxt day BI???!!!which sub i dint touch long time!!!OH GOD!!!

coming up SJ...SJ??super junior?wait~wait~is sejarah!!history~~~damn=='

totally lost my mind~~

gonna be crazy right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shuiz~~~>.< get away from me!!!!!

ok~bac to study=='

good good~

~Adam lim~i wanna thx cancan let me knw gt handsome guy in M'sia~
i think that he hav a good look~clever~n the most he love his girlfriend so much~
but...i cnt find his gf fb-Raven,who is a beautiful girl that i want to knw~~~

to someone:no nid scared n no nid to care about those wat i c...u juz nid to care who actually i care~

 nxt....

也许这就是人类,对人太好,被人利用被人欺骗也不会知道,对人不好,反而被排斥,被欺负. 生活过得好点,有人羡慕也有人妒忌,羡慕的人会向你学习,妒忌的人会想办法害你...copy by Adam lim
i agree that what he mean for~it's really really true in my life
nvm..let us knw tis to look after our future life be more better n better~

[The best confession will be time,take time to realize everything.Trust yourself and give yourself courage and also another chance for you to go through the risk and get something new in your life.]copy by Adam lim~

FB~

是fb满700了~~~~

不舍~

离开了~他们真的离开了~
从小就照顾我的表姐。。真的离开了~
真的很不舍~
何时我们还可以再见面呢？
嫁的最近但却移民去那么远的地方..
到那里他们是天亮；我们是天黑~
不一样的国家~不一样的语言~不一样的生活方式~
大着肚子的她会习惯吗？
每个人都默默的再流泪。。有谁不会流泪的呢？
自己的姐姐将离开自己到很远很远的地方生活~但却不知道何时可以再见。。她一离开舅母的眼泪就不听话的流出来~
我却自能忍着回来再可以哭~很辛苦哦>.<
我只能祝福他们家人平平安安~一路顺风~~
再见了~

yesterday~4 nov

朋友的生日~
我感觉开心不是因为玩游戏庆祝而开心~
我很开心。。是因为我终于可以和姐妹谈心~
很久没有和她聊天了~最近她很烦恼~
我真的不希望她是第二个我。。
为什么你们会这样对她呢？
你们答应过我你们不会的~
虽然以前和现在的她变了~但是单纯的她还是在的。。
她觉得我很坚强。。但她不能~
她觉得我很独立。。但她不能~
她觉得我很厉害。。但他不能~
她觉得我变酷了。。但却没有~
我还是我~可能我真的变了但我却不知道~
但有时我只是不懂得要怎么表达而已~
你觉得现在的我也很好~其实只对一半啦~
有得就有失~这都要谢谢某人帮我~
还有老婆们~
要变成现在这样我也是熬过来的。。
因为我告诉自己只要开心就好。。
我希望你也要这么想~
不要为别人而活~要为自己而活~

闷~

最近都趴趴走。。没的走就觉得很闷~
要spm了还这样。。怎么办>.<
哟~~~~~~~~~~最近爱上看戏。。年尾了好多电影都上映了~
为什么？？？>.<

^^^上映了！！！好想看哦~Zac Efron *.* hehe~
有谁会陪我去看呢？？唉~~~
接下来还有HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!我的最爱！！！
还有NARNIA!!!
还有我家珠珠想看的THE SWITCH~
问自己~还有时间看咩==’唉~~~~

看戏~看戏~

昨天。。
第一次那么迟跟朋友去看戏~是“童眼”！！！！！！！！！
最近很喜欢看恐怖片~虽然很怕啦~~哈哈。。
但还是想看>.<'
嗯~几不错下。。有几个部分很吓人哦。。（吓到乱抓人）XXD
最近过的很开心^^以前没做过的事先在慢慢开始做了。。感觉变坏蛋了。。哈哈
明天开始就要上课上到430~魔鬼课程到了。。>.<
没关系。。再过两个月就可以飞了！！！哈哈

领悟

每个人的想法都不一样，你有你的想法，我有我的想法，所以不要以为你的想法一定是对的，你以为他会这样想但他却不是这么想，所以不要以你的想法去想别人

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无论如何，别人都会伤害你，

唯有不伤害你的人，只有自己

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失去平不代表你失败，你只是从失去中，学习如何去接受失去

难受的一天

今天不是很好过。。
在周会的时候突然头晕。。耳朵听不见。。眼慢慢的变蒙直到看不见。。我以为是我的幻觉。。逼自己再看清楚一点。。的确我真的头晕快要倒下。。我不知道我该怎么办我只好立刻蹲下。。敲敲自己的脑袋再试试开眼睛。。喝口水。。可以看得到了~走回班上的时候很辛苦幸好遇见梓莹她给我pandanol。。我以前就算在病我也不会吃pandanol的。。。这是我第一次吃。。没办法等下还要还有很多事情等着我去面对。。
不知道见他们要跟他们说什么。。跟他们说话他们会理吗？
我选择了沉默。。这是我唯一的方法。。或许我们还需要一段时间。。
幸亏数学每题都有答但不知对不对。。考试是没问题但是人就~
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我要感谢你们。。
谢谢你们的关心~尤其是你们两个。。今天都很陪我。。
还有在哪搞笑得。。谢谢你暂时让我忘记。。也让我笑了。。
时间久了我会没事的。。
我现在只知道。。我什么都没有了。。只能靠自己

就这样结束了

有种说不出的感觉。。这真的是我要的吗？
这么多年一下就不见了。。会是什么感觉呢？
坏人？这样就算坏人？坏人你来当？那你是说我也是坏人咯？
你都不想了。。难道我还要灭？这样有用？
以后的日子是怎样的呢？？

就一个人过吧。。
虽然会不习惯。。不过只能这样了

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谢谢你让我知道我是难过的。。
当然啦。。这么多年不会难过那我是白活的了。。
只能告诉自己习惯就好

是是是。。我是这样的人。。是我说的
为什么你们会认为是我？他是他干嘛你和他有事情就来问我？
这么多年了我在你眼里就是这样的人？
算了！我就坏人。。喜欢装可怜的坏人！！！

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你有你的风格。。你以为你很帅啊！
你连累我，我就是不爽！怎样
不要把你的不快乐连把我也托下水！
被人责问的感觉一点都不好受！！！

他的事不甘我的事！！！！！！！！！！！
还有我的忍耐度是有限的！！！！！！！！！！
不要把每件事都说是我的错！！！
我本来可以好好的过日子
告诉你在背后被说。。说完我了被人讲不爽又是我中。。
你也是。。不管你的事你也管。。管了连累我了还说是你的风格。。
那我是不是该谢谢你的风格？

告诉你们。。我不知道事情是谁先说起谁先这样对人。。
总之一开始我更本就不想去理。。
你们要讲我讲吧。。
我累了

到底~~

唉。。到底事情因谁而起？谁说起的呢？
喊累的也是他。。哪何必要多事呢？
是自己闹多事。。到头来说累？！真可笑。。

何必要把别人的气气自己。。多么不值得~


 ps:现在我才知道原来丢人丢丢一下还可以说累的哦。。
那被丢得人不是很惨？更累？

原来~

我以为就这样下去就可以没事。。但~
原来事情还没结束。。还来得急吗？？
虽然我不想但是重要给机会嘛~
痛苦的日子还在延续~我能应付吗？？

糟

为什么我每次想要的却不是不能实现只有更糟糕。。
我没想到我的一句话其他人的关心却会带来更糟的反应。。
我没想到这么多年了竟然会败给哟个外人。。
到底我在他们心中只是个过客还是真心的朋友？
真心的朋友会这样对待朋友的吗？

失望~

原来我一直都在欺骗自己。。原以为永远的友谊竟然会变成如此~
非常失望我竟然知道了这个事实。。但这事实对我来说也许是个好处。。它然我明白任何事都没有永远的。。这么多年了有事为什么不能当面说呢？？被误会真的不是滋味~真的不喜欢在背后被人说何况是自己那么重要的人们~

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没有想到你们会这么想~谢谢你们。。至少让我有勇气面对他们。。
但是无论如何不能只看但方面。。
他们有他们的想法，你们有你们的想法。。
每个人的想法都不同，所以不能因为单方面的想法就判定一件事情

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明天的我还是我。。不管什么事情发生，生活还得过。。

开学了~

该收拾心情了。。两个礼拜就这样过了。。
虽然是过的很充实但不知道为什么总觉得很像没做到什么东西一样就这样过了~轻松的日子总是那么的短暂。。不知道为什么很不想读书也觉得生活慢慢的变得没有意义。。开始觉得我真的是一个人。。
人都过着虚假的生活。。在这世界上真的可以找到真心诚意对待你的人吗？？可能我之前太天真了。。我认为有。。但始终人是会变得。。
现在让我有机会让我control z的话我真的没有任何的遗憾~真的想转学了但来不及了。。
以前我我想过如果一开始我不是过现在的生活我就无法认识到我这班那么疼我的朋友。。我也很自豪我有这班朋友。。我很感谢老天爷2^^。。但是幸福的东西是不会永久的。。现在开始觉得我们不如当初~为什么我会有这样的想法呢？？我也怪自己我不可以有这样的想法。。但是现在并不是我一个人的想法。。就连外人都那么觉得~可笑吧。。我认识他们那么多年难道外人都这么觉得我会觉得不到？？说真的我很失望。。很希望我们竟然会变成这样。。如果可以的话我想要control z到我们都幸福的那段日子~但这只能凭空想象~

不要在问了。。

希望这次你说的是真的。。是最后一次。。
你再问我的答案还是一样的。。不会改变。。
你还是算了吧。。不要浪费你的我的时间。。。现在不是很好吗？？
再问的话我真的会翻脸。。不要再让我对你反感
我不想听一些恶心的话。。
朋友~

think to much~

请告诉我是我想太多。。要考试了但就是会有些事情发生。。是真的这样还是真的是我想太多？？没心情读书，没心情做功课还剩6天就等着自生自灭吧。。反没人会关心我。。我希望有事情可以坦白的告诉我。。

人生

假期已经过了一个礼拜。。但是天天节目满满就是没有安排到读书的时间。。还剩六天就要开学，九天开始考试。。但是明天要去洗脸，看戏。。星三去jj。。我看这次我完蛋了~活该。。开始觉得读书真的很烦但是想想如果没有读书以后的日子会是怎么样的呢？？现在又不可以乱考一场，因为为了他们对我的期盼，虽然很不甘心。。kitty说的对。。应该选你要的，开心就好，如果你对那个没兴趣读不好有不开心。。那又为何呢？？谢谢你。。让我开始有理想。。不要活着被人安排的生活，人生是你自己的，为何要不开心的活着呢？？

星期天

考虑了很久决定开了部落格。。
最近想太多却没的诉说。。有谁肯听呢？？

孤独的心情回来了。。很久没有这样的感觉。。
要来的始终要来。。家里又只剩下两个老人家了。。很不喜欢这样的感觉
开始觉得我妈很幸福孩子们都在他身边，少了我也没关系我看他也没在意。。一个多月没回家；不应该是说她从来没有打过给我还怪我没打电话给她，就算打给她她也不认得我声音，说完了她也不知道是我。。
听大姐说二哥生病了怪我没有回家帮忙。。好啊！我回去帮忙，干脆出去赚钱算啦。。不用读书就更好咯。。你爽我也爽！！二哥医生病就留在家照顾他。。都20多岁的人了还把他当小孩子一样那个看待；如果是我呢？我生病你会来看我吗？我生病连要找个人带我去看医生都没有！！
努力到底是为了谁？？为什么我就不能自己选择自己的人生。。开始对我的人生迷茫~到底是选你要的还是我要的。。难道我就要为别人而活吗？？我还有选择吗？？我可不可以选择结束我的人生呢？？